this last couple months have been kinda bullshit
i have planned on a bunch of different things
and planned on back-up plans
and none of it followed through

that stuff drives me mad
absolutely mad

i hate making plans that do not work out
i think we are smart enough to realize those plans wont work out when we make them
there are, of course, exceptions
but not in this (my) case

The point is i want to be seeing bolivia right now and i am bitching about it on the internet.

just please
i want to be content with the next and last couple months of my life


actually... on a totally different note
i started what i call an apprenticeship
with my friend Steve Filla
he makes art,
and he makes it well
He has the opportunity to get in to a gallery in Seattle in about 2 months
which is kind of a short time for him to get a bunch of pieces together
I was out for drinks with him and asked him if he needed help
This lead to other talks and i am helping him with the non-artistic parts of his work.

IN conclusion, i am not going anywhere for the next 2 months
i don't really know what i think about that
but what ev
It's killing me staying here
but if i am able to learn about art and experiment,
i think that is a very valuable thing to learn in life
i am all about learning and new experiences

I think i have made the right decision
in this area atleast.
peace
He is going to teach me as much as possible and pay me something.
why would i say no to this

he really does make very beautiful art
His website is nothing compared to seeing it in first hand.